As you've seen im not that active here in DA...since my bff is not here anymore, he passed away this tuesday, i have like 2 days in a row crying all day  long im skippin' college and i just wanna say that i loved him.
Dont know if im gonna be back someday here so It was nice to share sometime with u.
My best wishes for DA,
Luis

I will just dedicate myself to do features from now on... cuz i have no time for anything!!! im studying from 7 am to 1pm and im working from 5pm to 10 pm, and my "free time" is to study... sooo.... =S not cool but i gotta do what i gotta do.. so i have like tonssss of journals =S to read =S and deviations to fav... so give me sometime to post new features


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I would like to know if someone can do a drawing for me?? i have the picture of reference... just need someone to do the drawing it's really important to me  please
this is the picture of reference [link] a friend of mine... he is in the hospital and he has always wanted a drawing of him.. tell me if you want to help by drawing it

i would like to know if someone can do a drawing for me?? i have the picture of reference... just need someone to do the drawing it's really important to me please
this is the picture of reference [link] a friend of mine... he is in the hospital and he has always wanted a drawing of him.. tell me if you want to help by drawing it

CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL WINNERS ON THIS CONTEST... REALLY AWESOME ART!

well  guys i think im back! soooo i have like tons of messages and features to thanks! =S a lot of watchers to give thank u! mmmm a lot of deviations to see!!! Gosh! hahahah and i see i've lost activity hehe sooo ill post a quick future.. of the works that i've faved... recently

FEATURES!

Hey DA watchers, im not back but i wanted to write something and share it.
Sometimes it's hard to think that what we actually see on TV is real, or worst, that it doesn't happens. When we see this shows as The O.C. and gossip girls, we think bah! that's not true, or it doesn't happens to anyone, but to tell you the truth it actually happens, people fall in love so bad, but because of money issues, or social status they can't be together. Because "what people say" is more stronger than the fact that u love that person, that u can't live without him or that u know the fact that u will never find someone that loves u that much as he does. that the only way to forget him is just taking ur time to forget him..knowing that u will never would be capable of doing it,  so it's not that easy, cuz u really know that the reason why u are letting it go is so stupid... and that u shouldn't care what people say, but u have to... because what ur friends will say if they know that u are with him is gonna affect you and your life.. You know? i totally understand the point, cuz is hard to say "u shouldn't care about what people say", but do u really think is that easy? i dont think so... we are humans, and our daily basis is "what people say"... if it's accepted in society or not. the deal is.. that it hurts so bad for the both of us.. cuz we know that we will never find someone that loves us the way he/her does..
It's hard to take a decision when it respects to love.. cuz that's life... life is about looking for someone to share everything, to trust somebody, to be a 100% sure that u will count with that person, and u will hate the fact that u know that there shouldn't be any problem if both love each other to death.. but there's a problem, actually is a huge problem, cuz when u have so many secrets about the relationship, and u dont like to lie, and u dont like to be in  a position of making up excuses, and u know that the only way to keep ur relationship is based in lying to everyone... well it's a killer...!
But then u say... hey let's be friends, at least, huh? ... who are u trying to lie to?? you dont want to be friends... u can't be friends... cuz the reason that u broke up is not because u dont love each other, or because u had problems... is just because of a "what people say" situation. and u say to yourself... maybe i'll have to click the delete button and erase u from my life... cuz i think that's the only way we are gonna be fine... or let's meet new people... but then u realized that u dont wanna meet someone else... not the 2 of u... cuz u know it wouldn't be fair to the "third" one, cuz u are not really looking to fall in love, u are just using him/her to forget about someone else.. and u know that even when u meet someone else it's gonna be hard to compare him/her with the "new one" or the "new prospect", then shows up the other option..." i'll have to kick u out from my life.. but it's gonna hurt me so much.. and it's gonna hurt u too... and i dont wanna hurt u... and u say to yourself.. i know i'm a jerk by doing this. i know it!! i hate myself because of it.. cuz when i ask to my friends.. they say... if u really love each other.. well that's just what matters.. and yes.. it should be.. but it isn't.. cuz we dont live in a bubble with your "better half", there are other people involved.. that will be constantly rumouring and talking..
Another thing is that u realize that love is such a timeless situation, it doesn't matter if u have a year or a month or a week or a day or hours that u have met him/her, it's about the connection.. it's about the chemistry between the two of u.. and the feeling that u have found what other people maybe looking for.. u feel like a winner... u feel like "hey i found what i've been trying to found so many years..." and that some people are still in that journey of looking ur better half, but then u regret so bad to found it.. cuz u didn't know it was going to end like this... then u say to urself... should i regret? no.. i shouldn't but i want to... but i can't.. cuz it's not anyone's fault... it's just something that u can't explain to urself or to anybody. all that u want to do is say fuck off! with everyone! but it's not that easy... cuz nothing is easy in life... cuz u gotta pay for everything u do, and there will be consequences.. and u don't know if u are strong enough to face those consequences..
U know? this are the kind of stuff that i dont wish anybody to happen... not even the person that i hate the most.. cuz no one deserves this.. every tear u cry it hurts so bad that u feel like ur life is going away in every tear... and that your heart is like very weak.. and u wish it to stop beating for a while.. so u dont feel anything.. so many stupids ideas comes to ur mind... like i should take a pill to sleep, then 2 then 3 and then fall in an adicction... but it happens cuz u are desperate.. u dont know what u can do to fix everything and get what u want... a simple thing that u want... u just want ur love back.. cuz u NEED it in ur life... cuz u can't imagine your world without him/her... and i could write like 500 pages of this... but the point it's always gonna be the same... the point that there's nothing u can't do.. and the feeling of impotence of doing anything. just that u are forced to let it go.. well i can't keep writting by now.. cuz i feel like shit.. haven't ate and want to keep sleeping.. so i dont think about anything.. maybe tomorrow or later ill write something new. thanks for reading guys

Hey how are u DAwatchers? well i was just passing by to say goodbye for a while... there are so many personal problems that im going through right now, one of them is that my couple broke up with me yesterday and im going through a huge depression... so im gonna be disconnected from so many things including DA.. cuz i need time.. dont know how much but ill be back someday, hope u understand what im going through, im really broken into a million of pieces so i dont know how to explain it... i just need time to get over this, something that im seeing is gonna be harder than i thought.. i dont know if i could get over this ever but ill try... so keep on faving and watching me, cuz ill be back soon, i hope. thank u people!

Nevo-evo!!

Hey! whoever that catches my 15.000 pageview wins a feature in my journal but just the first one that sends it to me on a note!!
Wow im really amused cuz i didn't see how many pageviews i got in a few time... read this journal [link] when i was thanking u for the 1.000 pageviews in FEBRUARY, wow thank u so much for all ur support, even when i dont have time to thank each one of u for faving because of work and college and all that but i really appreciate it! and thank u to all my watchers and thanks to the people that always comment cuz i really appreciate the feedback and ur support soo get ready to catch the 15.000 !

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